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[deemoyza]

I think I've figured out what my creative block is. It's a cycle. I really love fanfiction, but right now, my brain wants to focus on original fic only, so it proceeds thusly:

Me: I want to write.
Brain: Okay, but let's do original work for a bit.
Me: Cool, let's go!
Brain: Story's not ready.
Me: What do you mean, not ready? We have notes and character sheets and an outline. It's ready!
Brain: Nope, needs more time.
Me: Fine. Let's poke at some fanfic, then.
Brain: No. Original fic only.

And then it just repeats in an infernal loop.

*heavy sigh*