Tangentially re: An Epiphany
Mar. 13th, 2026 08:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
deemoyzaIn light of AO3's recent downtime, I've decided it wouldn't be a bad idea to actually get around to archiving my work somewhere else, as well. So I finally started putting effort into building up my ![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
deemoyza_archive account; once that's complete, it'll be easy to transfer the html files to my forever-under-construction Neocities site, eventually.
But back to the epiphany. While previewing the pages before posting them, I often get involved in reading the stories, and they really aren't that bad at all, if I may say so myself. Sure, there is an obvious progression from my earlier fics to my more recent ones--a good thing!--but the earlier ones are nowhere near as bad as I feared they were.
One of my favorites among my 2018-19 batch is still "Curious as a Cat," mainly because it represented a few firsts for me: first longfic, first romantic plotline, first opportunity to be a complete capital-N Nerd about FF8 lore and my headcanons. And while it's definitely not perfect, I still find it charming, and exciting, and nostalgic, for lack of a better word.
I'm glad that I can see growth in my writing, technically, thematically, and artistically, but I'm also very glad to discover that I wasn't as horrible at it as I thought. It's a good confidence boost, and seeing these stories, including some WIPs, helps reignite some of the enthusiasm that's been dormant for the past few years. I'm happy I tackled this project. :)
deemoyza_archive account; once that's complete, it'll be easy to transfer the html files to my forever-under-construction Neocities site, eventually.But back to the epiphany. While previewing the pages before posting them, I often get involved in reading the stories, and they really aren't that bad at all, if I may say so myself. Sure, there is an obvious progression from my earlier fics to my more recent ones--a good thing!--but the earlier ones are nowhere near as bad as I feared they were.
One of my favorites among my 2018-19 batch is still "Curious as a Cat," mainly because it represented a few firsts for me: first longfic, first romantic plotline, first opportunity to be a complete capital-N Nerd about FF8 lore and my headcanons. And while it's definitely not perfect, I still find it charming, and exciting, and nostalgic, for lack of a better word.
I'm glad that I can see growth in my writing, technically, thematically, and artistically, but I'm also very glad to discover that I wasn't as horrible at it as I thought. It's a good confidence boost, and seeing these stories, including some WIPs, helps reignite some of the enthusiasm that's been dormant for the past few years. I'm happy I tackled this project. :)
